Cross the line

The end is in sight.

It’s so close now.

All you have to do is sit and wait.

I don’t care if you cross it riding a white stallion.

I don’t care if you do cartwheels across it with sparklers clenched in your teeth and butt (ouch okay maybe don’t do that).

I don’t care if you cross it in a zen-like state, full of self love and compassion for those around you.

And I don’t care if you cross it limping,or crawling on all fours. Tears streaming, mad at the world for all its unfairness, and praying to any deity that’ll listen that tomorrow is better than today.

I don’t care.

Because the truth is that I just want you to cross it.

I just want you here, with me, in this new day.

I know there have been some highs and some truly shit bits.

It has been… a time.

That’s why I’m so proud of you for trying. And I’m proud of you for making it this far.

I care that you’re here.

Now.

With me.

Let’s cross it together.

Be Kind

At this time of year, many people feel alone.

They feel scared.

Left out.

Possibly due to circumstances outside their control.

Like mental health.

If this is you, it’s not your fault. You are strong and you’ll get through this..

If you see someone you know is struggling, and you feel okay in doing so, I urge you to tell them the same thing.

And if you are hypo, same deal.

At this time of the year, you are strong and you will get through this.

What happens if you’re bipolar 2 and you decided not to take any medications?

So first off, the caveats.

I just wanna make it clear that I:

  • am totally not a doctor

  • am not even remotely a
    therapist

  • gots no certifications that let me
    give what I’d label as “qualified” advice

  • believe strongly in the quality of life as a decision-making tool

Okay, moving on.

Everyone on this damn planet is responsible for their own
behaviour.

Bipolaroids are no different.

Except that we have added factors to
deal with.

Being bipolar means managing an illness. This illness influences
behaviour. This illness is for life. You can not get rid of it. But you can learn how to manage it.

And like any other illness, how you manage it should
reflect how it impacts on your quality of life.

So, what happens if you decide to not take meds?

It depends on your circumstances.

  • Do you definitely have bipolar,
    and it’s not a misdiagnosis?

  • How does your bipolarity manifest
    itself?

  • How fast do your bipolar states
    cycle?

  • How do these cycles influence your
    behaviour?

  • How does your bipolar behaviour
    impact your quality of life?

  • How much support do you have
    available?

  • How well do you manage without
    medication?

  • How much time and money you can invest in your mental health?

Non-medication management is a valid choice for many.

There is evidence that people who experience mild symptoms from
bipolar disorder can benefit from a range of options.

These include talking therapies, support groups, meditation, yoga,
eating good, omega 3 fatty acids (specifically with a ratio of DHA to
EPA of 3:1 or better), sleeping well, and exercising regularly.

From my understanding, these factors don’t influence the severity or
length of the symptoms. They just give better control over
reactions to bipolar behaviour. They enable management.

Medication is a valid choice for many.

Managing your responses to your bipolar cycles can be difficult,
as it affects willpower, amongst other things. Done right, medication
can help people manage their bipolar disorder. It gives them
breathing space and control.

Correctly administered medication does this by reducing the
length and magnitude of bipolar cycles.

And ceasing or changing medication can
have it’s own complications.

So choosing to go on medication, or come off it, is daunting.

Overall, there is no rightness or wrongness.

For me, it’s about my quality of life. If the net outcome is “current
quality of life > past quality of life” then it’s a good
decision.

One last thing.

If you are on medication, and decide to come off medication:

  1. Only do so with the support of a
    certified physician.

  2. Make sure the process is slow and
    receives close monitoring from said physician. Weekly visits are a
    must.

  3. Get the support of people involved in your life. You will
    need their feedback to gauge on your progress, or the lack of it.

I hope this helps!