There are times when I want to be different. When I’m dissatisfied with my life, with who I am and what I do.
It could be work, friends, or an attitude towards something. Whatever. The point is the while I feel dissatisfied with it, I may also feel like I’m unable to change. Like my depression keeps me stuck in place like tar. Depressing, sucky tar.
But there’s one thing I’m not able to see, right there and then. I want to change.
That already makes me different from before. As soon as I realise that, as soon as if makes it’s way into my conscious mind, I am able to act.
Because then I realise the truth oft situation – I can’t control everything that happens, but I do controls my reactions. And I’m the only thing stopping me from making my situation better I just have to choose to act.